QUIET, WORLD.

I'm breaking again, listening to the cries coming from the aching heart of a hurting child.

I'm breaking again, seeing tears of disbelief flowing out from eyes full of innocence and hope.

I'm breaking. . . . . when I see her start to tremble in fear

as she looks around and realises

that she is in a pool of hopelessness.

She's drowning. She's being buried,

alone . .

and she does not know it.

THEY do not know it.

Noone seems to know

the unloved.

Sometimes, there are certain unanswered questions in life that follows us wherever we go. Faithful shadows they are, shadows of the soul. For me, these are the questions that will tear away at your heart like a starving man tearing away at his juicy steak.


Shadows from the past.
how can they fade away,
when the present is no different?

..........

I want to carry her up, I want to love, but I'm afraid my heart would leak poison..
murderous pain, old bitter cancers,
won't these send me to the grave?

I hurt so much, when I see her cry-I cry with her.
I hurt even more,
when I realise. . .



she does not see my tears.

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p/s: I am in the midst of completing an assignment. what am I doing HERE!? O.O


pps: I just really needed to get this off my chest.


ppps: NO, my life is NOT always as Sadistic as my blog posts. It is just the blog's duty to listen to my innermost. . . .feelings and pains.


Pppps: will Update soon about my life and UNI.